Hey B. Yes, he has been manipulating me b/c I have been letting him, trying to somehow keep him friendly and "uncrazy" b/c I am scared for my kids (having to be around a crazy person). I'm aware that that is fruitless and is wearing me out. One cannot keep another person from being crazy.
After he got the email about the phone and then he called me that night and I told him we don't need to talk and go through S's phone for communication if he wants to talk to them, I have not had any problems with him. I haven't talked to him since then. It's only two days, but that's like a worlds record for him not calling/txting me.
It is SO peaceful when he leaves me alone. He will be at soccer practice tonight, and I am going to try to stay busy with my friends and pretty much let him be. He keeps telling me that he realizes he's got to let go, but I know that I haven't helped that by being friendly and nice to him. I should have just been straight with him this whole time. My "friendliness" has probably contributed to him not letting go.
I also think that he knows I am seeing someone, and that little bit of reality has possibly slapped him in the face. I haven't told him, but just from stuff he says I get that idea.
I miss you B!!! We have got to talk soon. Or IM or whatever... LOL
I think your party would be awesome for New Years Eve...
Love ya!
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
