I wake up every morning, look over at our wedding picture and realize that it is my fault he left. Then I look down at my two kids asleep next to me and think of how much I have screwed their life up but my inability to a good wife.
Bullshit.
STOP IT. Yes, you contributed to the dysfunction in the marriage, and I assume you've owned up to that -- with your husband and with God. But that does NOT give him the right to have an affair, or -- even if he's not -- to simply give up and CUT AND RUN on his marriage and his two children!
You know this.
Stop the martyr thing; it's not attractive. Yes, it is PERFECTLY NORMAL to have FLEETING THOUGHTS like that -- I had dozens (hundreds?) of them. But don't TAKE OWNERSHIP of them; they are a lie straight from the pit of Hell and the mouth of the enemy.
Don't MAKE me come over there and b*tchslap you, PIGA.
