I never thought I would be here

[2overcome]

Well, I can honestly say I have backslided a few times especially last night. But after talking to my wife last night, I am cominng to grips that it's probably too late for the marriage to be saved. I am now working on trying to let go. When my wife is set on something, she is bound and determined - and she gets it done. In the back of my mind I know even the most bleak situations can change, but at this point I am not getting my hopes up. I think I am trying to prepare myself for the worst just to save any more pain as I am dealing with enough already. From this point on I just need to focus on working out my issues. I may consider counseling for myself to face some of these things I have struggled with all my life and to have a better sense of myself. I might still post here just to journal my progress. Thanks everyone for your support and advice. It's time for me to move on...