Tonight H came over so that we could do dialogue and long story short, he just doesn't feel like committing and "so far Retro hasn't made any difference", so maybe we should just pull the plug.

He refuses to do anything more than the bare minimum and even that is a struggle.

Tonight was SO frustrating; he felt 'rebellious' and didn't want to be 'confined' (in general/based on his personality type). If he could find something to be negative about or pick at, he did.

I feel sad, disappointed, and angry. I cried just a little bit after he left. But now that I am sitting here, I'm just tired, worn out and know that I deserve better. He can't/won't give me more.

Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing