Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

So you know you're screwed when......................

Your shrink bails on you.

Yup, I'm too much for her. That's nice. I cave and give in and let someone trained try and deal with my sh!t, and they can't handle it. Cute.

And I'd love to know where all thes master degreed "professionals" lose their sense of reality and not realize that a person who misses their kids and family, has 'offing themselves' fathest on their mind. I was counter questinoned at least 6 times of being "suicicdal". What the hell?

I'm thinking about getting back out on my feet, being one step ahead of XW and fighting for kids the moment she slips up, but yet, ah eff it, I'm just gonna go blow my brains out. Yeah, ok, real smart.

So, that's cute. I get one more session to "open up", or just do as I've done and fix my own loose screws. Well, I cost a lot less than she does, that's for sure, and I've managed this far.

Geesh, now I know why I never subjected myself to these people.