Can I save my marriage?

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I know. I'm going to go to the clinic tomorrow and talk to a doctor. That's is on my list.

Boundaries: 2) if he brings up sleeping here sunday night again I won't let him.

I feel like I am constantly 180'ing! Its so hard not to pick up the phone and call him because I miss him. I used to do that constantly. No matter where he was. I was very needy that way, I needed constant contact with him. I don't initiate contact at all anymore. It is a struggle but I do it everyday.

This next part is just journaling, so don't get upset Puppy, and don't hit your head against the wall Trent. I don't expect advice cause I know you can't give it to me.

I can't get out of my head that my BIL said he came to him and said he wanted to give it another shot. He hasn't told me that and I just want to know what has changed so much in the last two weeks to make him not want to anymore.