How do you listen to what he says and not what he is saying?? He tells me time and time again that he cannot trust me and I am not someone he feels he can talk to. It is very very hurtful. It is hurtful to hear that no matter what he will never wear his ring again. Today was a really hard day. I am beating myself up..running or pilates did not even help..I am hurting a lot right now..more than before because I was finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. This is just too much. I just feel like all love is lost..although his actions to not match his words..I am just hurt.
