Listen to what Lola is saying - it is very good advice. You will be much happier if he comes back to you because he wants to, not because you are there to satisfy his every need - that will get old for you quick because you don't or won't get anything in return. Do some DB'ing, i.e. work on yourself, confidence in a woman is very attractive.
Remember, you're not going dark on him - he knows where you are and that you still want the marriage.
