I'm sorry you feel that way Puppy. Honestly, I don't try to agonize you. Sometimes I write on here as a sense of journaling, I'm sorry.
I agree I think I may need to see a doctor. I just can't seem to get over this. My pain is so fresh, like the day he left. I thought I was a strong woman, but I think I fool myself sometimes. I mentioned meds to my MC, he agreed sometimes it may help, he didn't know if it was necessary in my situation though.
This whole boundary thing..has anybody had their S's become angry over the boundary you set? How did you get past that? Just my fear.
I'm on my way out, I'm going to buy paint. Gonna spend the rest of the day painting...
