I have also been thinking about XH, I think I am also processing some of the emotions that were buried. I definitely feel like I am healing. But a few e-mails from XH have also throw my moods off - hate that he still affects me like that, but I hadn't heard from him in 3 1/2 months and then out of the blue get a spurt of contact.
I am so glad that your life has come full circle, that your financial situation has stabilized, and that our lives are going on quite well!
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2