Magnificent

[dday101798]

oh, why people must insist that I from time to time be straight forth to the point of brutal?

Mish, "nothing" brings you ANY joy? Nothing, seriously? You mean to tell me that none of your sons accompishments bring you joy? You mean to tell me that waking up with your child in your care does not bring you joy? You mean to tell me that knowing your mother and child depend on you brings you joy? You mean to tell me that the times you can break out and go to shows does not bring you joy? That's just tapping the surface of things that'd certainly bring me 'joy' that I don't have. And yet, I find my own 'joy'.

And now, for the stinky enchelade: How on this green earth can living, loving and caring for a LIAR construe a comfortable world? HOW? Your world existed long before him, and will continue to do so, now and long after. This person, befrauded you, manipulated and played you for a fool and you are going to continue to morn his own arrogant loss? He, much like my XW HAD a chance to repent himself and set the wrong things right, and who knows, from the sounds of it, may still very much so. That is up to you to either forgive him, or just let it go, once and for all!

I like you, and you know, I wallowed far too long over my X. But by finally letting her go, I am at peace with this. And even through doing so, have not cut her off completely from the possibilty of something for the future, just released myself from the rememberance of something that did not exist, and thus I am free.

Make sense?