She already knows you care, so don't give away anymore of your energy by telling her. It won't accomplish what you want it to. Yeah, being with somebody for a long time and then being rejected by them, completely, is a hard thing to take...I know.
My advice to you is to continue to detatch. That doesn't mean giving up...it simply means letting go of the outcome.
Yep, I know it wont do any good. When you say not giving up, what more can I do besides sit back and wait for the day of D? By wait, I mean as far as our M/R goes, in know I have to continue GAL and planning my life.
You can start living your life without her. Focus on you...make yourself the center of your universe, and NOT her. Don't sit around and 'wait' for anything. Go on with your life. If you two reconcile, then great...if you don't, then you'll already have a great start on the next phase of your life. Do the best you can in a tough situation, and leave the rest up to God.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
