3 weeks since ive seen my WAW. The past 3 days have been tough. I feel like Im back to the point where I want to tell her how much I love her and want her back. I know I cant do this. I keep thinking "Does she really not care about me at all?" Being with someone that long and having them drop you like a mat is tough. Just last week I thought about how exciting my life could be, starting over, a second chance. No kids, so nothing to hold me back. Maybe the way I am feeling now is fear of the new future. Part of me still has a shred of hope that my W will come back, but I think she may have done to much damage by telling her friends and family how "bad" our M was. Sometimes she cant swallow her pride, and this would be a tough pill to swallow.
I totally relate to your sitch and your feelings, brkn. I feel exactly the same way. My W is a very strong, proud person. It’s going to be very hard if not impossible for her to swallow her pride and come back. It’s incredibly frustrating and disheartening.
H: 50 W: 48 Married 20 years Bomb and separation: 9/12/09 A discovered 12/02/09 http://tinyurl.com/yctnhec
