Thx Norm. Been ok the past couple of days. Battling a headache this morning that started about 3am and has been wearing me down. Its not a migraine but I have nausea so Im going in this afternoon to get checked.
New developments... When everything broke loose back in aug, many of our friends chose sides. immature, yes, unexpected, no. Several I havent spoken with since that time period. In the past couple of days 2 of them have sent me msgs asking me how I am and what my test results were. Never asked b4 nor have either of them showed any interest in my health. Side note I have NOT told my H my results yet. Just that I was handling things. I also asked my friends not to tell him.
I responded to them both that I was hanging in there and my results werent what I was hoping for. (thx again coach) I have left it at that. H however has begun checking my music profile again. Not as often, but is def increased traffic. No word from him yet but its only been 5 days since last contact. ( wow, i said "only" ) Im feeling ok about all of this.
Of course Im hopeful that this is yet another baby step in the right direction. Any thoughts or comments are always welcome of course. Some days I seem to do ok, and other days, i am needy and want reassurances. I HAVE stopped blaming this on being a girl tho . =)
