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[awest1217]

Thanks! She really drives me crazy too, because she tells H "I will support any decision you make", then in her next breath say how she will miss him, and he says how he will miss her and how they need each other...blah, blah, blah. At least that is how things have gone in the past, H is changing and his talk last night might have been saying how he wants to come home. All I know is that H is not calling her as much as he had been. She always calls him. I just wish she would leave him alone. He has a son and life with me, and she is not willing to leave her husband for my H so why even bother...AHHHH. She really drives me crazy and I can't stand her. If it were me, I would say leave me alone and be with your wife who is doing everything you asked her to do and more. I could see if I was still being a butt, but I have changed a lot. She always says I am manipulating him and when he came home even sent text messages saying how "did W let you take your medicine?" stuff like that. Anyway venting about OW will not help. I have to be patient and just pray that H will choose to do what is right.

On another note, S is getting tubes in November 27, which stinks because I have to miss "black friday" sales. I like to go shopping then just because, but maybe it is good since I don't have any disposable income. H is glad because neither of us have to miss work, but the next day I like to put up Christmas decorations so I hope S is up to it. This year is going to be really hard because no H (at least for right now) and the holidays and family are so important to me. Plus I have to see all the ornaments we got together (10 years worth) and decorations, but oh well. I will live my life.

Surprisingly I am not really too upset today. I am excited about the progress, just venting on here because I will see H tonight (if he sticks to the plan. He might cancel since he will be tired from staying up til 1 am talking), and I don't want to vent on him. I am excited, but guarded. Also I am working on the patience because that is my lowest quality.