In shock...

[praying_in_GA]

Trent - I have been working on that actually. I will start counseling this week. I have worked on some things mentioned in DR...taking time to think about things before I react, stress relieving activities, etc. He said that for the three weeks before he left "You have been great." I was working out every day for 40 min, I had lost some weight, I was finding constructive ways to work out my temper.

I told him I was willing to continue to improve on that area but he told me he doesn't think it will change the way he feels. He has been hurt/upset for so long he isn't sure there is a way to find the love again. At the same time though, he said if it happens it will take a long time. He told me not to change to get him back, to change for myself and my happiness.