3 weeks since ive seen my WAW. The past 3 days have been tough. I feel like Im back to the point where I want to tell her how much I love her and want her back. I know I cant do this. I keep thinking "Does she really not care about me at all?" Being with someone that long and having them drop you like a mat is tough. Just last week I thought about how exciting my life could be, starting over, a second chance. No kids, so nothing to hold me back. Maybe the way I am feeling now is fear of the new future. Part of me still has a shred of hope that my W will come back, but I think she may have done to much damage by telling her friends and family how "bad" our M was. Sometimes she cant swallow her pride, and this would be a tough pill to swallow.

Last edited by brknheart; 11/10/09 03:50 PM.
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M-11y

D talk-7/28/09
W Moved out-9/01/09
W wants D-9/22/09
W doesnt want D-12/1/09
W Moved in/I Moved out-12/21/09
W wants D-1/19/10
D Final-04/15/10