Well I found yesterday to be a very difficult day. It was a very long day. Good and bad. Spent the day with my SIL and her daughter (17) at the hospital. Drive down was ok. We were all kind of tired and just listened to music and joked abit. Got to the hospital and took good care of my SIL during the bloodwork and getting her to the treatment room. Neice and I went out for breakfast and talked about her brother and his upcoming first girlfriend. Then back to hang with SIL. So far so good. No R talks or anything. Then neice and I went out for lunch and thats when she said. "I am so glad that you did not cut us out of your life. I was afraid that you were going to do that. What WAS did is so wrong. I just do not understand. I hardly talk to her anymore." Well I just sat there and the bitterness of it all just came up and we ended up talking for about 20 minutes about it all.
And that bitterness just stayed with me for the rest of the day.
On the ride home SIL and I ended up talking R for a bit as well. I stayed rather vague in my answers but I could tell the bitterness was coming out.
Dropped them off and went home and nursed my cold.
And another crappy night of sleep.
Anyways. Today is a better day. Sun is bright. Nice crisp fall day. And a full day of work to complete.
