Tonight I am going to be at d8's schools for a function, and STBXW will be there as well.
I plan on focusing on d8 specifically, and little to no interaction with STBXW.
Friday we have first court hearing on temporary orders. I have found myself wondering how that will turn out.. It's bad to project and wonder like that, living in the future, and at least it's getting easier to notice when I do that, and pull myself back to the present.
Still working on that....
So, focus on your D tonight and let yourself have fun. And, don't worry about the hearing on Friday - you can't control what happens anyway.
Oh, and look your absolute best. Clothes, smell, and PMA. Who knows who might want to talk to you at the school function - maybe another mom? Nothing wrong with being sociable around the opposite sex, esp. when it's in front of STBXW.
