Im starting to feel less and less like staying here, or maybe just more and more open to the idea of moving on.
Thats great to hear that your feeling good. Im proud of you! Having more contact with your friends is excellent for you. How are those boys and that little girl doing?
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
D1 was doing well this morning. She was eating a waffle through the center, plastering it on her face and biting through. I hadn't seen her since last Thursday, but she was happy to see me. I picked her up and rocked her back and forth, dancing around and stuff. She was giggling which was great.
I'm going to pick her up this afternoon and let her play with the boys. Same tomorrow.
W didn't seem very happy this morning. Whether that has to do with her seeing other women hanging out with me, or her lawyer informing her that I've requested holiday time remains to be seen.
I've still been dating. Does wonders for the self-esteem I suppose. I'm in no hurried to get married again when this is over regardless. If anything this has encouraged me to get myself fixed.
"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."
So glad you're out there dating now. I think it's a great idea and a very healthy thing for you to do. I look at it that way for me too. It's so wonderful to spend time with a non-batsh!t crazy person.
D1 is getting bigger and bigger. Blowing kisses, running up to give me hugs, and all sorts of cute things.
The holidays are rough primarily because it is taking constant legal pressure to get W to 'grant' visitation during the period. That being said - it makes all sorts of great ammunition for trial which is in < 30 days. But it is still a pain.
That being said I was able to take D1 to visit my family Thanksgiving whom she hadn't seen in a year. Things went great and she had a fun time... of course now that Christmas is here W is being crappy about the whole thing.
She has continued her relations with OM, though I've been busy doing my own thing - not all of which is related to dating. I've been going to the gym regularly, cleaning, cooking, and having a great time enjoying my life.
I'm just ready for stuff to be over - and the only downside at this point is having to bite my tongue until the gavel hammers down so I don't shoot myself in the foot.
"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."
