Friday night was great. Went out into city and had a nice dinner and drunks with W. Instead of going out after we both wanted to come home after a long week. We relieved the sitter and just watched a movie in bed. W was out cold. Within 20 minutes. She doesn't sleep when she us stressed so hasn't slept well in over a month. Past few nights she's been getting about 9 hours in which is crazy. I live off a brutal 5:30 a night. Anyway, great convo at dinner. She brought up R talks all in a positive forward looking light.
Saturday she works. I had D2 for the day and took her to the park and played with her all day. W came home and we decided to cook dinner together (I don't cook, so this is one of my efforts). Had a nice dinner. I ended up giving her a nice massage after. I downloaded some massage music and had the oil going I had bought a day earlier when she mentioned how sore and tight she was. Anyway, that led to the best intimacy we've had in a long time and the first since the bomb. She had said the precious night how she was nervous about it because we hadn't been in synch at all. Well not anymore. I felt like she was my new girlfriend the past few days and we've been cuddling and kissing every chance we get. Anyway. Tmi.
Sunday she ran a road race so I drove up separate with d2 to cheer her on. She did great and took 2nd in her age group (must have been the massage). We went to brunch after and did some shopping. Had a good day overall. Went to bed early after watching a show together.
Mondays are brutal for me but she is off. She handled rescheduling our 2nd mc session til next week because counselor had an emergency fir this week. I cane home around 8. Long day. She had made a great dinner for me that I thanked her profusely for to make sure she knew how much I appreciated it. We watched a show and crashed. We both have long days at work today. I'm going to try and escape a little early and pick up something for us to eat since she'll be picking up d2 from the sitter after she gets out.
Anyway, enough typing on my phone. Sorry for typos.
I think I'm officially piecing now and need to maintain positive change and acts if caring and thoughtfulness because they really mean alot to her and make me feel good about me as well. Good few days...
Me: 30 W: 29 D: 20 months M: 5 years T: 6.5 years ILYBNILWY and want to separate: 10/5/2009
