I also would like to say, and Im not judging you at all here, that maybe you should try to slow down on the smoking. This is a good time for you to start making some healthy choices for yourself and smoking anything is not healthy. Also, you might be surprised at the emotional stability and effect on your anxiety and paranoia. Why not give it a try?

Also... and Im sorry to bring this up, but if, and this is a BIG if, things go south, she could potentially use it against you in a custody case...

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...