So I saw H tonight for the first time since Halloween. Normally we don't see each other when swapping the kids as one of us usually drops off and the other picks the kiddos up from school or daycare. But tonight, S had basektball so H dropped him off at the house afterwards.
It was very hard for me to keep the conversation lowkey. I am so used to speaking with him daily. I miss my best friend greatly.
However, I think the exchange went rather well. It only lasted a couple of minutes and the only topic centered around the kids. I did find it odd that he gave me some photo printouts of the kids taken in the last month. I don't want to end up reading too much into this gesture, but thought it was nice. I told him thanks and left it at that.
Sitting here now it is taking all of my willpower to keep me from picking up the phone and calling him. What I wouldn't give just to have a non-kid oriented conversation with him.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
