Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

And yet in life, another challange.

Tonight, it was announced that my cousin's son and his GF that moved out last year have gotten in over their heads financially and need to move back.

Which puts me.................

?

I did start to go black and shut down. But no. Lights on, head up. Time to reclaim my iife, some way, some how. I guess it is my sign to pick myself up and do whatever I have to and finally attain what I've NEVER had, a place of my own. I don't know how yet, but as always, I will find a way. Which means, I'll probably lose time with the boys, but I will do my best to make sure they understand.

The only thing that bothers me is that XW will no doubt see whatever time I can't spen withthem as an opportunity to run off and make her 90 mile move. I certainly hope she thinks better of it, for a re-stablalized sef-sustaining me, is not a person you want to piss off.

And as they say, business, is about to pick up [again]