Bobby Hang in there buddy, I know its tough at times. Keep coming back to the fourm, I get lots of great stuff here. You also need to pick up the DR book, it at Borders or B & N. DO that tonight you will be glad you did. Great advise here, roam in the other posts and find the positive people you can relate to the most.
It gets better, but you have some work to do on your self and your POSITIVE ATTITUDE, so get the book and follow the advise, do not start any new relationship talks right now give her time and space, she is hurting right now and will say many things that will hurt. Avoid argueing and pleading.