(I feel like I am standing at a crossroads and not sure which path to take, , I can't make any decisions without second guessing myself.
Serenity, "Not to decide is to decide." In other words you are choosing indecision. Can it be possible you are deciding to paralyze yourself, to stay where you are with a good dose of "Woe is me"?
Originally Posted By: Serenity13
...which path is the one God wants me to be on so until I know that
Sometimes when I get like that, I good naturedly say to myself, "y'know Gardener, God's kinda busy with other stuff and folks sometimes. Maybe he's sittin' back watching me saying, "I gave you intelligence, perspective, Free Will. Whatcha always waiting for Me for?"
Decide. Screw second-guessing. We all do that and never quite realize what a waste of time that is! ((()))
Originally Posted By: Serenity13
Would be so easy if I could just have a face to face with Him and He could tell me what to do next
Repeat: "Whatcha always waiting for Me for?"
Keep going. Or, rather, Keep GOING.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
