Thanks! I actually feel good. I would like my H back, but I realize it's a want, not a need. I will be okay without him. I am okay without him.

You guys have really helped with my frame of mind. It's nice to have a place where people are going through their own personal hell, but still manage a kind word or a 2x4 when needed.

I'm just trying to take things minute by minute.

*Cue Doobie Brothers music for the old kids* lol