Good for you! You can do this. Our children are around the same age, I have a 5 year old and a 20 month old and I cannot imagine being without them, it just does not seem fair. Hang in there. Read a book, maybe a part time job is just what you need, volunteer( a local YMCA would be a great start). Take care of YOU. The only person that you can change is yourself. I have learned so much about myself over the last 6 months and how strong I can be!!!! Train for a 5k. I am here for you...I will check out your thread and support you! You can do this...for your children and for yourself. You deserve to be happy!!!! Show that H what you are really made of!
