I heard a trivia question on the local radio today.
What's the percentage of people who have left their spouse for another person and wish they wouldn't have?
......................80% !!!

I must be in a cycle, I am feeling restless and irritable and wanting more from H. I am unsure if I should let the feelings surface and see where it goes or try to stuff them back down. sick
For all I know H is waiting for me to make the first move so he can react to me, but I am waiting to react to him, while he waits to react to me......so we both just wait. No wonder this takes so long!! ugh


Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.