I have been following your thread as well and noticed you haven't been posting...
Post my friend - It helps so much...
Trust me on that...
We are all here for one another no matter what time of the day or night.
Since you have caught up on my last few days, you can see I started to go downhill and while yes I admit I made a huge mistake, the first thing I did when I realized what I was doing was come here and put it out there...
It was after 10pm my time (late for me) and I thought I was losing it when I found myself in the bathroom...
Puppy was here, O'dog was here, MJ was here...
Now granted I can't just pick up the phone and call them or go see them in person however this board has been a life saver to me...
No matter what I say (and yes there are days I get smacked around with some 2x4's), no matter what the time, someone will be here for me, just as I try to be for anyone else.
These same people will be here for you, just reach out and let their guidance, love, wisdom, encouragement & faith envelope you...I promise that you will feel much better no matter the circumstance. (((Sam)))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~