At some point you have to stop listening to the people on here and make your own decisions...
QUIT PUNISHING yourself. You are PUNISHING yourself..
Go out with this woman and have some fun. Quit punishing yourself. You are allowing others to help punish you on this site. Stop allowing them to punish you and stop punishing yourself...
Go for it... Allow happiness. Let happiness in. Stop trying to be with a woman who DOES NOT want you and go for a woman who DOES act like they want you and stop punishing yourself.
You are doing nothing but self punishment. Go for it.
Stop telling the people on here what you are up to and make your own decisions. MAKE YOUR OWN DECISIONS... and THEN..... LIVE WITH THEM... no need to get the permission of people on here. Make YOUR OWN DECISIONS... Stop the self inflicted punishment over every decision...
Good luck... GO FOR IT... Go for the HAPPINESS... Quit the self punishment of wating for your WAW. Stop doing this to yourself...