Really? Let's face it if you didn't post here you would have gone out with her, drank some more, probably had sex and tossed whatever "progress" you had out the window.
Look at what you're doing even now. You are waffling between "oh I shouldn't have posted" to "I'm glad for the 2x4s". Whatever.
IMO since you're going to do what you want any way, go ahead and go out with her and swing the alcohol. I'm sure God will understand. So much for page 92 of your post.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
