Thanks Stuck. I wasn't doing the woe-is me thing. Just thought people got tired of me so I was just going to leave. Kevin has taught me on the standing part and I appreciate that so much. I really can't thank you enough Stuck, I will stay then and do that (journal here).
Thanks again for your support. It was a year of separation on Friday and H did try to call but I couldn't answer. No message. Wondering what he wanted.......would really like to know but he hasn't called back since so I'm just letting that one ride. Not going to call and ask.