Kev. If you were my friend. I'd kick your azz. We have all devoted a lot of time and effort to try and help you. You have shown over and over again that you have an ADDICTIVE PERSONALITY. Whether it's ALCOHOL or RELIGION or YOUR GIRLS (Great if done with the right intentions and motivation ;-) ) You have shown that your MODERATION part of the brain is not working. You like to go ALL IN every chance. We should definitely play poker some time Regardless, once again I wouldnt write if I didnt care. I want you to get the HELP you need to become the BEST KEVIN you can be. Maybe you should join the ARMY. Anyway, you CANT do that if your NOT HONEST with yourself. What DESTROYED your marriage? ALCOHOL! ANGER! ADDICTION!?! Figure that out and your on your way to having the life you want. Keep on running and making decision based on what's EASIER vs. what takes WORK and you will never get there.
Sorry to be rough I just get frustrated when you start looking/acting like your figuring things out and then you go and say something ignorant like "I only had 2 shots but I'm still going to the 12 step program".
Regardless, once again I wouldnt write if I didnt care. I want you to get the HELP you need to become the BEST KEVIN you can be. Maybe you should join the ARMY. Anyway, you CANT do that if your NOT HONEST with yourself. What DESTROYED your marriage? ALCOHOL! ANGER! ADDICTION!?! Figure that out and your on your way to having the life you want. Keep on running and making decision based on what's EASIER vs. what takes WORK and you will never get there.
