I had 2 shots with her later on in the night. I am still following the 12 step program, but I loosened up last night as the evening went on.
Sounds like you are going along well with the 12 step program.
Why is it that you mentioned some woman talking to you instead of this? Why don't you feel guilty about this?
Are the changes you are making for yourself? Are you really truly making any changes?
Everything you have done is about getting your W back. Making a stand and going back to church is that really about you finding God and yourself or just a ploy to get your W back.
If you are looking for someone to say ok Kevin you suffered long enough go throw this woman down and get on with your life. Go do it then. It's the fastest way out for you. Have fun for the next 3 months until she gives you the boot and then you can go back to Standing for your marriage.
"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33
