Matilda, By the first step, I assume you mean physical intimacy. I think it's too soon for that. We've been roommates for most of this year. The connection has been increasing the past several months. I'd like to see us be good friends for some time, before physical intimacy is attempted. I don't think there's enough of a foundation yet to address that.
Tolerance needs to be transformed. This is my work to do. I need to work on striving for love. This is clear to me. If I'm tolerating my W, I'm not practicing in the ways that connect me to a loving state of mind or connecting to its divine presence.
My W seems to be trying to connect to me. It's essential that I do more than simply tolerate her. I will do further harm with that frame of mind.
My W asked me again about a winter trip. I gave my consent, and she booked a trip to Puerto Rico in January. It will be for a week. She would like longer, but I want to keep the trip within a travel budget that is attainable for us.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
