I had 2 shots with her later on in the night. I am still following the 12 step program, but I loosened up last night as the evening went on. It was more just having fun with her. She wanted to do a couple of shots and so I did 2 with her.Kevin
Only 2 shots!?! Seriously!?! It's not like you're an ADDICT or anything. WTF!!! Kevin. You're still following the 12 step program!?! What program is that. I don't recall any of the steps of the AA program allowing shots.
Who are you kidding!?!
Please get HELP for your ADDICTIVE PERSONALITY. Until then your life will continue to be a ROLLERCOASTER FROM HELL.
Come on man! You can do this. You have to learn how to handle pain without ADDICTION. You cant keep on running from this. It's a VICIOUS CYCLE that will always come back around and DESTROY YOU and YOUR LOVED ONES.
How can you say you are still following the "12 Step Program" if you are not even past the first step of "DENIAL". You still think you have CONTROL of your LIFE.
At this point, it's OBVIOUS to eveyone on this board, especially 25, that you just come here for ATTENTION. Why cant you come for HELP and ADVICE like most people and actually DO what is advised. Until then you are just going to keep on repeating this sick cycle of hurting yourself and others.
