I guess I just liked feeling like someone finds a real interest in me. It didn't hurt that she was extremely beautiful and intelligen and charming and that she wanted to go out with me again this week.

I don't know Deep. It has just been so long since I even felt like this that I guess it made me feel rejubinated again. Yes it was a couple of hours. But it was just great. And she obviously felt like something was there to want to go out with me again. Like I said, I am such a hardcore stander and this just made me feel like I totally gave up and it felt good for a while but wrong that I am just perplexed that I would even let myself feel this way in light of being against this very thing.

I don't know. I guess I am just confused emotionally today.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...