I will admit that I sat down beside her and talked to her. But I didn't expect it to go as long as it did and as well as it did. I had some worry that if I posted it, it would be viewed as bragging. But I am not bragging about it. I am struggling with it. Maybe I should not have posted it. But I guess I just don't know what to think today as she is really on my mind.

As I started ignoring her, she just drew closer to me. Like I said, I even got a bit cocky with her for a few and that just drew her more into me.

I just feel extremely guilty for putting myself in that situation. But at the same time, I just am feeling like I really liked it.

I am only posting to try and get real perspective here and I feel like I am getting it.

Kevin


Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...