K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

TrentC,

I do want to keep standing for my M. And I need to tell her I can't be anything more than friends.

I guess I just grew weak. She was so captivating. I am just really struggling because I am tired of being alone and she was like a new breath of fresh air. She made me feel alive again. That is hard to just turn off even though I know it is wrong and it totally contradicts my stand. It is like I don't want it, but I do. This is a real struggle in me.

Kevin