Here is the good news. I showed up to W's looking awesome. I was in and out, gave the girls kisses goodbye. W looked totally confused by me being dressed up and not paying any attention to her and being quickly out.
Bad News. I am so ashamed to admit what happened last night. And Stuck, I don't need the "You are a hypocrite" speech.
It was bad. I totally fell for this lady last night. She was so beautiful and intelligent and charming. I can't believe I am even admitting this. But I have to. We totally hit it off. I was totally taken in by her. I didn't even think about my W last night. I can't believe it even happened. I didn't sleep with her, so that is good. But WOW. What an amazing lady.
I know it is wrong and not what God set up. I am so struggling with it this morning. I don't even know what to think. I was totally captivated by her last night. It goes against everything I have said and stood against. I should not have fallen for her. But I could not help myself. She just totally drew me in.
I have no idea what to do now. I do know what to do, but I am now struggling emotionally. I can't believe this happened. She is totally awesome.
UGG....
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
