WAW has so much anger/hate, still love her

[brknheart]

Some of you may have read my stich. I havent see or talked to my WAW in about 3 weeks. It got to the point where whenever I saw her, she would be nice then do or say something that put me off. The last time I talked to her, I asked her why she had so much hate and anger towards me. She said she didnt, that she just "didnt care" and was "over me". Thats when I told her I cant do this anymore and I have to move on like she is doing. We only communicate now via txt or email and I can see the anger in some of the messages. Despite all of this pain that Ive been through, I still love and care for her. It would be 10x easier if I didnt. Ive been GAL and planning my life after D, but I still dont want a D. Its not in my hands to decide, since she is the one that wants a D. At the rate we are going, we wont have to see or talk to each other until mid to late December. I know that I cant change her mind, but is there anything I can do to try to make things better? Ive tried getting myself to give up. I havent told her that I loved her in over a month and Ive been following the other donts listed in the forum.