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He said that I reinforced the reason why he left me in the first place.


Do you know why? You make him responsible for how you feel.

You need him, he completes you, everything he does impacts you.

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Thanks so much for any advice you may give.


I think I'm speaking to a wall but I'll say it again anyway. Have you read up on co-dependence? It will help you immediately and positively. You are doomed if you don't.


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.