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[awest1217]

H text me last night at 11, and I wonder why I can't sleep. He asked if it was ok for him to come and how to do driving. I told him I said yesterday it was ok for you to come and driving is up to you. He said he didn't want me to be rushed and I said I have to go by the house no matter what so it is really up to him. He decided to drop his car off at our house and we will drive together to the doctor's appointment.

I am feeling good emotionally. I really have detached and now I just need to put it into practice when I see him today. I have not talked to his for a week so we will see how it goes. Physically I was doing much better when I woke up (at 4 am), but now my back and neck are starting to get stiff. Maybe it is from me raking the past two weekends and I need to do it again this week. I am starting to cough and have a sore throat still, so we will wait and see.