(long-time since we last exchanged, but I keep up with ya')
You have always gotten some great, heartfelt advice here in these forums from a lot of diverse viewpoints, like Ian, Jack, Kerry, et. al. And sometimes their approaches are at odds with each other, but that's to be expected, I guess.
I wanted to point out that this goes to show you are by no means going through this alone. You have a lot of people here who care about you and want to help you to help yourself. I'd take some great comfort in that. (There are many people in this world who go through these things that don't any form of moral/morale support.) And God is with you too.
You hit the nail on the head itself when you said that it's just going to take some time.