Forgiveness...even if you don't love me anymore? Easy to articulate...harder to do. I think it's more important to forgive yourself, and not focus on something that you have no control over. And maybe to just forgive the past, period, instead of focusing on him and forgiving just him.
I agree, but when you are ready to forgive him remember,
"To forgive is set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you." Lewis B. Smedes
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac