My main hang-up is being afraid that if I go, she'll go too. I mean if I stop showing interest in her, she'll stop thinking about me.
It is the old "out of sight, out of mind" thing that is consuming me. However, the good thing I know is that is the old, needy, clingy patterns that I've lived w/my entire life and now am trying to move past for good.
However, it is an ingrained habit that does rear its ugly head from time to time, so I need to fight it off w/practice and application.
In fact, I know she's still thinking of me when I don't pay attention to her b/c she sent a text last Tuesday evening saying how much she missed me. That was b/c we hadn't talked for a few days, so I know I'm on her mind.
Again, it is all about trust and faith from here. I know what to do, but I have to fully believe it to accomplish it.
More practice and application will help to ingrain these habits for good. That is why I need to date even though I'm not interested in other women.
I need the practice and will only get it through hanging out w/other women.
