Well, I went to church ts morning and didn't take the kids, my w is not comfortable with it. Now, sunday dinner at grandma's.
I need to avoid my w for the next few days, see if she reconsiders counseling on wed. I'm not holding my breath.
I have worked hard to understand what I did wrong, and as I learn what I did wrong, I learn to forgive myself. If she chooses not to, I can't help that. If she won't file because it is not convenient, then I am not okay with that.
If there is no hope, she won't go to counseling, she would rather rip me down and says that she wants a divorce...THEN FILE!
Am I wrong? Why would I continue this fight if there really is no hope?
