Wore myself out baking yesterday but everything turned out so well. I invited several friends to come over this afternoon and eat it all since I cant have any of it. *cry*
Decent morning so far. Did walk my dog this morning. All by myself!!! =) Im feeling a lot better.
Only little hitch so far today was a flash of anger at my H. Not sure where it came from really. I wasnt doing or thinking about anything related to him but for a moment I was so mad at him. It has passed. Guess this kind of thing will keep happening for a while. Does anyone else have these moments? Just...out of the blue anger? Im trying so hard to get and stay detached....I dont check his profiles at all, I havent answered his last msg. Didnt even read it again. I stay busy as I can and take care of myself the best I can. Have as much fun as my strength will allow, which granted isnt much some days but I do try to stay positive. Anyway...
Im looking forward to this afternoon. We will also be making plans for thanksgiving. Should be interesting.
