Every morning I wake up feeling utterly in love w/ my wife and I have to face the reality that she isn't there. I must be dreaming about her. I love that feeling but it quickly turns to pain and lots of thinking about the situation.

I don't know what to do about that. Any advice?

~Mark

Me: 38
W: 34
Together: 9yrs
1st M: may '03
1st D: april '08
1st bomb: june '08
remarried: oct '08
2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)